Friday, December 17, 2010

Life!

Strange name for my post, right?? I always write with spirit that is full of life, but this time I am little down, or I would rather say I am tired. I really don't remember when I had a full weekend for me... just me. But, seems like the work life balance is going wrong some where, without me knowing about it.

It sucks to work continuously without having a break, as I say my students that even machines needs oil and maintainance time to time and I am on roller-coaster ride for last three months continuously... But, for me last three days were kind of eye openers. I realized that I am not in touch with people I care about, most of them are either angry with me or just wondering what happened to me. I forget at least 3 birthdays, 2 anniversaries, 1 guest post on a friend's blog, my morning Yoga, many breakfasts and lunches, and many more things. Well, what can I say, the visit of the delegation was very crucial for us and we have been preparing for it for 6 months. So, all my focus and dedication was just in one direction... as someone said "Ek baar jo maine commitment kar di, to main apne aap ki bhi nahi sunta...". So, there was a commitment from my side, and now its time to move on and explore life little more, just feeling like getting up from a deep sleep and its time to get ready and get going. 

Now some good news, finally after one year my camera is out. Yesterday, I clicked some pics as well (check my facebook profile). Tomorrow my Suzuki Access will be back after 15 days of repair time, next two weekends I will be getting full off so planning to visit some nearby caves or Mahabalipurum. Most likely in January, I will go for a very short visit to Lakshdweep (if anybody interested, because going alone or with wrong company sucks). Finally, I started cooking today (shows I am definitely getting some time now) so dear friends, family and all put all angry faces aside because... I am back! and its gonna be legen...(wait for it)... dary.

A pic for those of you who are not on facebook (hands are still rusted, but will post some better ones soon on The Third Window)- 



4 comments:

Priyanka said...

Oh! Finally.
I was one of those who wondered where u had been. :P
At least u were off the radar for some reason. I, on the other side, was on a similar exile w/o any good reason, for few months until I came back on track a couple of weeks ago.
Now that, you are back in form, we would be waiting for more of your posts and pictures. :)
Btw all this, DO take care (of health).

P.S I thought Lakshdweep is off limits for civilians. How come u get to visit?? Aren't u a civilian anymore?? :P

anoop... said...

@Priyanka... thank you! Its been 8 months being at same place and doing same thing... I gotta get out for some time!
Civilians-> Civilized, so I would say I have never been in that bracket ;)

Priyanka said...

No seriously. No one can go there w/o govt permission. You got one? If u did, you r one lucky guy.

anoop... said...

I will check that out, but while booking cruise from website run by govt of India no where they have mentioned about it...