Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Attitude

Life is all about attitude, or in other words I can say that attitude is a virtue that defines one's life. Many time I try to control my attitude towards certain things and needless to say that I fail most of the time. Its really fun to lose against self and play with attitude. Its endless race, and I believe in the school of thought that says it all about controlling your heart, once you have control 'inside', you can easily control the 'outer' factors.

Sometime we do need an "attitude adjuster", to bring us back to ground. This time I think that a lot of people need it in different context including me. There is nothing serious about it, its all about keeping you updated with world, and for that you need some passion and in my case passion comes from three sources, 1. Inspiration 2. Attitude 3. Challenge. I had enough of first and third, but second one is still in trial phase, so I thought that lets give it a shot.

P.S.- Probably its my last blog to some of the people who receive it in their mail box due to limited accommodations. If you are a regular reader and you don't see blog in your mail box in next couple of days then let me know, I will add your name back in the list. Its just to save it from some worthless deliveries.

Friday, May 22, 2009

Bas aise hi...

Sometimes, I wish that I could have a remote with which I can go back to my life and change some moments. I know that its not possible, nor I have regrets of anything that needs to be changed but there are certain things that could have been better. Things are really challenging around these days, but they are not so interesting that I can challenge myself to go for them and use my 'impossible is nothing' attitude. Just want to re-live that killing spirit.

Today, I was listening some of my favorite songs from movie Paap, Krishna cottage etc. and some old days just passed by me, the nights with song and plannings, the days of extra ordinary spirit, some great friends, and a lot more things... and today I see myself and its really hard to identify that 'self'.

Lot of things have changed, some improved, some lost and some gone worse. But no remorse, no excuses, and no complaints...

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

updates...

First and foremost- 1. Happy B'day Priyanka!!! I know its 1:35 hours late but I am improving :)
2. Congratulations Kruti ji... :) (details will be given later)

Research- Its going like one step up and two step down, those who know me they know that this is what happens with me every time but in the end everything fall at right place, keeping my fingers crossed for it. I am giving my efforts (honestly this time its not best of my efforts).

Job- Just waiting for Friday when this job will be over and I can look forward for some other stuff and spend more time towards research work.

Life- Unpredictable, boring, monotonous. It really need a booster like nitrogen oxide.

India- I have started dreaming about going back to India. Its not homesickness, but can not wait till July.

USA- Now I feel that I am going to miss this place, with short time left here I am developing an inclination about this place specially towards Mizzou and Columbia.

Confusion- For a long time, I have not hared anyone supporting my decision of going back to India. I am ignorent to those comments in beginning, but now they have started to come over me.

Book- After a long time I have started reading some non-technical stuff. Its "Three mistakes of my life", thanks to Anu for the sending this book all the way to me after I missed my copy back in India.

Job Search- I have no clue where I am going here, probably need to rethink about my strategy after Friday.

Graduation Ceremony- Though I will be graduating in Summer (July), but I am taking graduation walk this Friday as we do not have commencement ceremony in Summer semester. I am really excited about it and looking forward to walking with my regalia and feel proud to be a part of the great Mizzou tradition.

P.S.- Its a long due post, now onwards I will try to be more regular.

Thursday, May 7, 2009

Shame

Shame on all my so called 'Educated' youngsters of India who don't even bothered to go out and vote for the country.
Guys, we can just talk big over the internet and other means, but never took it to practice. At the same time salute to all the true believers of democracy who have been voting for years.