Tuesday, March 31, 2009

update

Laptop motherboard crashed!!!
Will be back soon...

P.S.- Life without laptop sucks

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

My love story...

First of all... HAPPY HOLI TO ALL!!!
Have a great day with full of colors and joy...
Its time for a very important blog, its all about my love story... This story starts with her and this story is just about her. She may not be the most beautiful person in the world, but she has got that inner beauty that has power to make the world a beautiful place. She is one of my sweetest memories in college days, a very dependable friend, an honest human being and has everything that you look forward in a person in your life. I still remember when I first saw her in the white, she was looking like an angel who mistakenly landed on this earth... and I told God, please grant me with this treasure in my life. One of the most admirable quality of her is her singing, a brilliant singer (which is a least expected thing for a persona like that), can sing almost everything and a great person with instrumental music as well. I still remember her voice, especially when she is hot, she sounds great, we spent most of our good time fighting with each other and that every moment is treasured in my heart. It's been more than one year since I have got feelings for her and made her a very important part of mine, I have spent hours and hours with her and shared my deepest and darkest secrets with her. She is the first and probably last one so close to me... someone told it very true that first love is always special in anyone's life... and she was my first love.

We know each other so well that sometimes there is no need to use the words to express the feelings inside, her voice tells all what is going inside her. Its just been two weeks when I got to know that she in no more a part of my life, she has got someone who can take care of her in a much better way... It was really hard to see her going to someone else, but may be this is what we call life. But I am sure that she will never get someone who loves her and care for her like me... I really miss you... dear... 7CS 83G... yes thats what her name is, my first ever car Geo Prizm.... ha ha ha
Happy Holi...

P.S.- In memory of my very first car...

Thursday, March 5, 2009

Kuch Meetha Ho Jaye...

Bhai logon, bhai logon ki bahan logon, all Bobby Darlings and Karan Johars out there first of all I am extremely sorry for last post. After getting such a tremendous response through your 'prem patras' with all great 'praising' language and lovely 'galis' I am changing the mood of this post. Before I start I just want to say that while writing that poem I was not at all inspired with DevD and it was nothing but just a poem... to dil pe lene ka nahi!

So lest talk about this post and some future posts... I was watching The Dark Knight for 5th time and finally I understood the joker was actually telling me that 'why sooooo serious', then with great expectations and aspirations I decided to follow the given directions and decided to include some less serious stuff on this blog page.

For this first post, I was thinking of an appropriate topic and finally I realized that what could be better then 'Me'. Yes! I, ME, MYSELF... the classic chapter of comedy itself... thoda sa jalwa, thoda sa pyar and baaki saara nimbu ka aachar (wah wah... wah wah)...

Life is going at a great pace these days... such a pace that I can beat Bret Lee with my pace and project is going just the opposite pace... I mean like the slow spin of a gully cricket. So bole to watt lagi padi hai mamu...

Moving forward to some latest news... I am gonna to be be-car very soon, new job is good and really matter of proud for a computer engineer to work away from computer as CSA (costumer service attendant) and doing all Ramu Kakagiri at campus dining services in University, apart from that lagging far behind in my movie streak and just watched 3 movies in last couple of weeks :(, plannig to go NY but this poor Indian graduate has limited funds this time and looking for some alternative options as well.

Aur baaki sab vaisa hi hai, except my kamar and tummy which is increasing day by day like great Indian population and all possible ways to control it are seeming failed just like Indian government in case of controlling population.

...and as a footnote, I am completer bored of Indian reality shows, newspapers with Chand-Fiza, Rahman-Oscer stories, boring movies and wanna a break from the routine things and looking forward to do something wild (I know what you dirty minded people are thinking, so STOP THAT!!!).

Monday, March 2, 2009

Winning and Losing...

Before I start this post, GOOD NEWS!!!
I got my new adapter!!! (For people, those I have added or re-added today for email "My laptop adapter was crashed so feeling incomplete")...
Today was a mixed day... got some great news like my best friend's wedding bells are about to ring and she is about to leave our singles club but at the same time some disappointing news from corporate world and my never ending job search, finally I have listed my car on Craigslist to sell with a great disappointment (it was my first car ever) and I really don't know how to react with two together. But finally, the brighter side clicked and I am really enjoying the time with the good part of the news.

I think, I have started this post to write something else and I am just going in perpendicular direction. So, changing the gears and sharing my new poem-

एक बंद मुट्ठी में कुछ कैद था,
शायद सपनो की ज़मीन थी,
या अरमानो का आसमा था,
एक जीने की तमन्ना थी,
या फिर किसी चीज़ का जूनून था...

कुछ तो था उस मुट्ठी मैं जो शायद बहुत अज़ीज़ था,
एक हक था उस पर और वो भी बहुत करीब था...

वक्त आ गया था उससे रूबरू होने का,
खुली मुट्ठी तो मैंने देखा की कुछ नही था बाकी,
या शायद कुछ था ही नही, बस एक आस थी,
या थी एक कोशिश, हवाओं को पकड़ने की,
और कुछ बीते लम्हों को कैद करने की...